15 Feb 2010

So it's the day after CNY, which coincides with Valentine's Day as well.

Someone asked me if that day still bothers me, I don't think so. But me being "célibataire" seems to bring joy to people when I whinge, so maybe it's not at all that bad =)

It's been like the 3rd week in a row when we've split up to different places to eat. Maybe it's not that healthy. Our shepherd has spent a lot of effort in trying to unite us, and we've come a long way. Sometimes I become selfish, and want to indulge in better food, and I'm not willing to compromise that just to be together. Perhaps it's time to change.

I hate it when things clash with each other. They're all good things on their own. But once they clash, you have to  force yourself to prioritise them correctly otherwise it might be a bad example, or people might stumble. Why do You present us with all these choices? I'm sure You could have put them on separate days. I know it's our fault for forgetting about it when we planned, but still!!

You are pretty awesome. I've just never took the time to envy myself of all the blessings You've given me, especially the people You put around me. I'm such a brat.

But then, You also plaaced such wonderful role models for me... How the heck am I supposed to reach such a high standard?!

Start of another devotion group thing, which is part of Jwalking. There's 8 people including myself, I hope I don't fail halfway like I failed the other time. Give me strength to do it everyday. 7am is kind of good for my 2010 resolution too.

Going to dinner and watching the show with you alone, eh? We really have come a long way mending. Pray nothing goes wrong.

Last week You gave me so many opportunities to spend time with my family. I have so much.

There's too many people now, it's all becoming too much. What have You got planned?