22 Jul 2010

Seems like it's been a while when I sat here in my room feeling like I have the time to reflect on life. It's definitely something that I should be doing more often... Be Still.

A lot has changed since the last God Encounter entry, that was after the Refueled book. I still think about that book, but I never had enough self discipline to live it out. I've discovered a new target, even though I'm not doing so well myself, I hope I can still help her through her quest for growth.

Going back to uni feels so different. Maybe because I'm bald now, but I felt so uncomfortable, until I went back to my familiar groups. Perhaps I'm running out of socialising skills, or maybe it's just my fear of losing control of something that I've been chasing previously. I pray that this new hair will keep reminding me to become a better person, it's a metaphor for shedding the excess luxuries, which I used grasp so tightly.

It's almost a year now since my last spiritual high. Must get my act together.